Friday, April 06, 2007

irrationality

i don't know what's wrong with me. i've never been a jealous/insecure person before on more than a momentary basis. i've rarely cared if a boyfriend has female friends, or looks at porn or thinks my friends are cute. yet for some reason all of these things in my current relationship make me want to scream and cry and puke. i actually have a full bodied physical reaction. there is definitely something wrong with me. i'm being highly irrational. what do i do about this? this is clearly my problem, not his... so what do i do! somebody help me!!

4 comments:

skinny-rabbit said...

are you in love? does this mean you're like totally in love?

dancing girl said...

i've been able to get over the first, but rarely the second or third. . .

The ArtofBeingMe said...

um, don't know if you've read most of my blogs but I am that girl too. I've been with my boyfriend a year and a half and i'm only just starting to not have those physical reactions. i thought i was also going crazy. Just remember your worth. don't let it make you insecure. i did that. it makes it worse. you are attractive, sexy, smart, hilarious and talented. and he is with YOU.

Warrior Princesse Alathariel said...

It'll pass.