i'm back to being "just friends" with my friend.
(my celebate friend... by the way...)
that was quick.
but it goes with my theme of no compromise... i suppose...
two days ago i felt like shit about my lack of relationship potential,
yesterday i felt fine...
today i feel like life is as it should be.
it just makes sense.
it feels easy.
maybe it's b/c part of me senses he isn't truly what i want.
maybe it's b/c there's another new friend in the picture that has sparked my interest.
maybe it's b/c i'm way too busy right now to let anything register.
maybe it's b/c friends have always lasted longer for me than boyfriends.
in any case.
back to 100% single.
i feel.... relief....
aside from the fact that i will never get laid again.
i'd better go for a jog.