Sunday, March 26, 2006

desperate for a call

i've been single for not even two weeks.... i have a date - if he calls me. i'm not even that into him, but why am i so obsessed with the phone call? where's the call? why hasnt he called? why do i even care? maybe i just need to get.... attention.
those things we take for granted when in a relationship....
out of the relationship there is freedom, exhilaration, independence.... anxiety - obsessiveness....
or maybe i just need to sleep.
if someone could just fall in love with me once or twice a week....

6 comments:

bedroomprince said...

How often would you want to fall in love with someone? that is if someone is falling in love with you once or twice a week.

artsmonkey said...

i could fall in love twice a year.... maybe... but would it actually be for real? not so sure about that. imaginary love is safer. like imaginary sex.

Neenia said...

"How many great loves can you have in a lifetime"? -Carrie Bradshaw
2 in one year is a lot, I think. But maybe not. You'd have to start defining love and who can do that at 1:15 in the morning? Yikes. I always think each relationship is the ultimate until it ends and a new one is started and then the old ultimate love becomes nothing compared to the one I have currently. I think I'm a bit love slutty. Are you excited to fall in love again?

artsmonkey said...

i'm a bit love slutty too... actually, maybe lust slutty... i enjoy the chase and the getting to know the new person - but i'm afraid of the committment... "it's not that i'm afraid of love, it's just that i'm afraid of falling out of love and being stuck with that person"
i'm excited with the possibility of love. but i'm also excited to be free.

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