Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i thought i had it together...

i just checked my banking online. a forgotten loan withdrawl, a bounced cheque, a climbing visa bill, a nsf fee, overdraft. fuck fuck fuck!! i thought i had my shit together! i've been so busy i haven't been paying attention to my finances. i've been eating out too much. i've bought some clothes. i guess i can't afford these things. i thought i could now. i thought with my new job that i was fine. nope.
next rant - new pics of me on facebook. why do friends post unflattering pics of you online? how is this nice? it's not!! i look weird and fat. now i feel fat. fat and financially unorganized.
and i'm hungover slightly. i was going to go to the gym. not going to happen today. not unless this headache goes away. i had plans tonight. plans that cost money. i might not be able to go. not unless i get paid.
not enough time. not enough money. not enough metabolism.
grrrr....
i want to hide under a rock.

3 comments:

dancing girl said...

can facebook also please have an "acquaintances" sorting section, for those people we know (say, i dunno, from high school) who try to add us, but who sorta make us choke when we see them listed under 'friends'????

The ArtofBeingMe said...

do what i do. don't be a part of the world that is facebook.

Warrior Princesse Alathariel said...

You'll get back on track. I've always thought of you as a very together person. But in like a very unique, not anal way.