Sunday, January 31, 2010

spam, sleep, nostalgia

what is going on with the spam in my comment box.
not cool.
blogs should be sacred.

on a different note... i haven't blogged in a while.
i'm so busy i've barely had time to come up for air.
i'm tired. but it's good, i suppose.

personal projects seem to be on a very good path.
relationship is great... but part-time due to busy-ness.

and i'm leaving for new york in less than 3 weeks!!
i am excited. but i'm also totally overwhelmed.

i'd like an entire day in bed. watching t.v. slopping around.

i miss my friends. i really miss my friends. being back in my home town is good, but it's weird.
too many memories from 10-12 years ago.
constant dreams about people from highschool.
when will i adjust and just be in the present??

dating someone who's older brother i went to grad with 12 years ago... and then some... is just fine, except when i'm constantly traipsing through my old stomping grounds - making memories jump up at me far too often.

it's like one of those dreams where everyone is there, but not... and with a twist... and it's sort of lonely, because the friends you had aren't your friends anymore... and the friends you have aren't here.

i think sleep may be the only solution to my problem.

oh, the ramble. i should have probably saved this one for the journal.
anyhoo. i hope some of you are still reading this. i really miss the crap out of you guys.

16 comments:

The Fox said...

Sleep can be a solution but not when you are troubled by your own dreams.

Stephen said...

I'm still reading this.

Adelaide said...

Have fun in new york.

Anonymous said...

miss you !!!!!! xo

Anonymous said...

oh.. above was me by the way... ya know.. me... 30 yr old friend ;)

Servant of the Most High said...
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Kate said...

That part about your friends who aren't quite your friends anymore...i relate to that so much! I feel like i'm in so many situations where i'm with the people i feel like i should know and be happy with...but tey're not my friends anymore!

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Sarah said...

OMG--I'm totally with you on the weird dreams of friends from way back when? They've kicked in big time--I'm 29 and I swear every dream is from high school, playing sports, old friends. I'm trying to figure out what it all means, but I'm not getting anywhere with it. If you figure it out let me know!!

Just said...

I have a similar thing with the dreams about old friends and places I hung out when I was 16. I think it's a reluctance to grow up and live in the real world for me. Life was so much easier back then.

Sushi_Bao said...

hehehe, the reason I started reading this post because you said spam... i thought you were talking about the food... I need to sleep!! Cheers!