what is going on with the spam in my comment box.
blogs should be sacred.
on a different note... i haven't blogged in a while.
i'm so busy i've barely had time to come up for air.
i'm tired. but it's good, i suppose.
personal projects seem to be on a very good path.
relationship is great... but part-time due to busy-ness.
and i'm leaving for new york in less than 3 weeks!!
i am excited. but i'm also totally overwhelmed.
i'd like an entire day in bed. watching t.v. slopping around.
i miss my friends. i really miss my friends. being back in my home town is good, but it's weird.
too many memories from 10-12 years ago.
constant dreams about people from highschool.
when will i adjust and just be in the present??
dating someone who's older brother i went to grad with 12 years ago... and then some... is just fine, except when i'm constantly traipsing through my old stomping grounds - making memories jump up at me far too often.
it's like one of those dreams where everyone is there, but not... and with a twist... and it's sort of lonely, because the friends you had aren't your friends anymore... and the friends you have aren't here.
i think sleep may be the only solution to my problem.
oh, the ramble. i should have probably saved this one for the journal.
anyhoo. i hope some of you are still reading this. i really miss the crap out of you guys.