so i'm back to freak out mode.
'so we haven't talked about what we are going to do when you are in mexico'
'ahhhhhhhh!!!! you're trying to trap me! you're trying to squash my fabulous free spirited ways!'
i calmly replied:
'whatever do you mean' (innocent bewildered look... well not quite... but you get my drift)
'well, you might meet some guys there'
'you might meet some girls here' (well played, i know...)
'i'm just wondering what you want to do'
'i want to have hot passionate sex with foreign men without any consequences and come back here after 2 1/2 weeks to you worshiping the very ground i walk on'
i actually said:
'let's just play it by ear, see what happens'
he was quiet.
dammit.... why did he have to bring it up? just when i was starting to let down my guard.