Monday, October 06, 2008

feeling a little more sane?

i think i´m going to come back to toronto in the new year.
i finally have a plan a.
plan a is good. much better than 50 plan b´s
i´m not going to adopt a 3 yr old.
i have no money and i still have my things i want to do...
but i know it´s something i may want to do some day... so i feel like i have a reason to try to make-save money and maybe be slightly more of a responsible adult.
only slightly.
i´m having a crazy adventure in nicaragua. i´ve prolonged my vacation another week. i´m avoiding the orphanage.
i still dont want to go back. i do and i dont.
i wish i could just come and go as i pleased... instead of being jailed there.
i will survive.
just like the song.
i´m singing it right now in my head.
and you are too.

one great thing about central america is the romantic tunes cd´s from the 70´s and 80´s that are always playing in restaurants and busses.
good times.
one can always count on ´total eclipse of the heart´or ´take my breath away´to put a smile on one´s face.

blahdee dah.

i´m getting ready to get my life back. i miss it. two more months to go...


Neenia said...

Those plans sound excellent. When you do adopt a child I'll babysit for you. As long as it behaves itself and likes to read Harry Potter.

I'm looking forward to some catchup time between us when I am back in the city in February for a wedding.

warriorprincesse said...

I'm looking forward to you moving to BC! I know you want to! It's quite a life out here!

It's very exciting that you know you will want to adopt a little baby who needs you one day!

it took all the strength I had not to fall apart...yup, in my head all night now.

Also, total eclipse of the heart is a great song to have in my head!

nosiren said...

princesse, you're in bc?

Anitra said...

You write very well.

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