i´m saved after spending an afternoon, eve and morning with only $2 to my name.
bailed out by dad.
what the hell would i do without my family?
i feel like a codependant retard.
i´m 28 years old. shouldnt i be an adult by now?
i´m getting lines on my face.
i´m having issues with the idea of ageing.
the last night i was in costa rica i had a regrettable hookup.
nice guy, but i wasnt attracted.... just sort of went along with it b-c i was super excessively drunk. didn´t go all the way along with it though. thank god.
but i hate that feeling the next day when you´re having those semi gross flashbacks.
ah... just like college.
i´m in a beach town now.
but with no sun and no friends.
but i have some money.
thank god.
actually, thank dad.
i feel like staying away and never going back to the orphanage. is that bad?? or just going back to visit.
i´ll go back.
i don´t know what the hell i´m doing with my life.
what´s all this free-spirit bullshit. why can i not just be content with normal.
i keep thinking there´s something bigger for me. like some grand purpose.
maybe i´m just a crazy wanderer.
who the f knows.
sorry for the ramble.
i need food.
i miss you friends.
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I'm about to turn that age and I live with my parents. See? Why don't you leave early and spend the rest of your time split between Vancouver, Ottawa, New York and Switzerland?
good idea
I've tried about four times to write a witty yet fitting comment on this post and each time I draw a blank and go and do something else, thinking I'll try again later.
I can't think of anything. I give up.
I just miss you. That is all.
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