Monday, May 28, 2007

three days later...

i'm feeling less panicked about the decision. i'm remembering that this wasn't a rash decision... nor was it only mine.
still feeling blah-ish.
lacking motivation.
wanting to sleep.
not wanting to work.
annoyed that the pool i swam at last fall is closed for 3 1/2 more weeks.
wondering what happens next.
hoping i can still have a good summer in spite of this change.
having a crush on john cusack's character in 'sure thing' a 1985 movie that any fan of cusack should watch.
wondering what my ex is doing, thinking, feeling.
thinking i should probably get off my computer and go do something productive.

4 comments:

wheatgerm said...

Ther mjst be alot on your mind

Warrior Princesse Alathariel said...

you'll have a great summer! Summer in Toronto is awesome!

The ArtofBeingMe said...

that is true. i loved summer in that city. i hear summer in this city is pretty neato too.

just so you know, if you need a weekend getaway to another city, one that is pretty good at providing all kinds of motivation, you have a place to stay. come visit!

bedroomprince said...

We will make this a good summer of random walking after random drinking down random streets to the early random hours of the morning.