Monday, June 11, 2007

alone

i feel sad today. and sick. i have a cold. my mouth feels pasty. i don't want to leave the confines of my tiny apartment. i have things i have to do. i'm moving super slowly. i spoke to both of my parents yesterday. one in person, one on the phone. it was nice to talk, but i feel distant from them this time. i don't think they understand me. i think they worry about me. i think they want to fix me. but i don't want to be fixed. i didn't think there was anything wrong.

4 comments:

The ArtofBeingMe said...

go for a run....or take a dance class.

or even better, go see 'knocked up'

i hope you feel better soon. :)

Lindsay said...

oh no, i got you sick. i'm sorry, friend. xoxo

Warrior Princesse Alathariel said...

I hate feeling distant from people! feel better in all the ways! there is nothing to fix.

bedroomprince said...

I think that realizing that we are distant from our parents is a moment for both mourning and celebration.