i don't like to share unless it's my idea.
i've always been like this.
when i was a child it was toys and ideas.
now it's people.
i'm happy to share friends for the most part.
sometimes it bothers me.
a friend dating another friend.
an ex friends with a close friend.
a close friend independently getting close with an old friend.
i think it's when the shared friendships happen outside of my existence.
i think maybe it makes me feel disposable.
insecure.
afraid of being left out.
afraid of being second best.
thankfully these insecurities pass fairly quickly.
ahhh... human frailty.
i hate to admit it.
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- i'm a little bit of everything. i'm a gemini - true to form. i'm a driven goal oriented person with too many interests to stay completely focussed - this makes me antsy much of the time. i'm calm when i am doing.
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I have recently felt the same way. It's still yet to pass for me but it comes only in waves now which is progress, I guess. I will be your friend!!! Soon, I hope.
I hate sharing friends. I want everyone to focus on me.
A lot of my friends hate sharing me. I rarely mix friends because my friendships are always taken to a point where everyone gets so possessive of me I kind of like that.
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