Tuesday, September 18, 2007

wants

i got my hair cut, i have my appetite back and i'm going to listen to jazz tonight.
this is an improvement.
i was reading old journals/morning pages from 9 months ago. most of what i wanted then i now have.
i said that i wanted an agent, i wanted my own apartment, i wanted to not have bedbugs, i wanted to have more money and i wanted time alone - more space. i wanted mornings to myself.
i have all these things.
realizing this slightly improved my mood.
only slightly though. i still think i'm in a weird funk. getting better though.

3 comments:

nosiren said...

wanting something can be kind of grounding. maybe the whole north american depression epidemic is from trying to figure out what to want next.

warriorprincesse said...

What's a morning page?

Once, I wrote a bunch of wishes on little peices of paper that I knew would come true and hid them in random places. Like, in the winter, I wrote "I wish it was summer" and then I found the paper in July and I felt good. Past Me got what she wanted!

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