Wednesday, July 12, 2006

i guess i'm not that over it.

i'm freaking out in my mind right now b/c i just found out that my ex is or was or did hang out with our couple friends - who were originally my friends - and still are.... the thing is - i was very okay with him maintaining a friendship with them - especially the guy - because why not?
but now it's like this confirmation that he still exists -
now i want to see him - i want to see how he is, what he looks like, what he smells like - if he's dating someone... ahhhh!! no! no - i don't want to know that. i think i would throw up.
now i know how he must have felt after finding out i slept w/someone after we broke up.

geez. i really thought i was over him.
i guess i just wasn't thinking about it.

3 comments:

bedroomprince said...

Being over someone means not thinking about them. And you may be thinking about him again, but no necessarily who he is now, but who he was.

The ArtofBeingMe said...

i have been in that situation.
it doesnt feel good and it makes me feel physically ill. but you have to convince yourself that you're better off how you are.
ive realised that getting over someone takes much longer than i've lead myself to believe.

Lindsay said...

charlotte on SATC says that it takes you half the time that you were with the person to get over him.